- am already 20.
(pray let time hold now. i don't crave all that wisdom, but a little prolonged youth.)
- am not very tall.
(okay la. i admit i know it deep within me. :( )
- am quite lazy. hehe. quite.
(as i'm so often reminded.)
- am extremely pleasant.
(ladeeda. this is my blog what. i can write whatever i like.)
- am currently in love.
(with Dexter. have you seen the show? it's almost genius.)
- am head over heels.
(yes, with YOU.)
- am also so dangerously infatuated with ChuckBass !
(but not gossip girl anymore. show's plotholes are getting pretty ridiculous.)
- am extremely lucky to have the friends i have.
(still am. (: )
- am extremely satisfied for once.
(with my life and the way it is. and the people i have in it(((:)
- am learning to be thankful.
(for having been given the family that i have.)
- am extremely pleased with this first blog made for myself.
(so you better be to. for i am extremely sensitive.)
- am extremely grateful for God.
(the speed in which he answers my prayers at times astound me.)
3:09 AM
Nights alone are so far and few these days, have forgotten how to put myself to sleep. Lol !
It's 3am, and once again I'm left with nothing else to do but still I'm not going to bed. Hehe. Thus, sudden inspiration to blog.
Christmas is so close ! I didn't even realize it. Thought there was at least another week to go or something, but it's just the end of this week !! Tuesday, today's Tuesday right. No. Wednesday already.
And I did not prepare anything to wear for the season. ),:
Oh well. Shall think of something. Mad dash. It's the worst thing to HAVE to buy something new because of an occasion. You can never find anything.
I asked the boy today why is it people talk about the X'mas shopping so much, and if Singaporeans really give out X'mas presents. He said it's probably parents getting gifts for their kids.
I've been seeing people commenting about rushing their X'mas shopping, and was feeling really left out and Chinese. Haha ! Why Chinese ah?
Beats me, but to not be able to get into the festivities by shopping for gifts just feels so... asian?
Why this mentality, when I do have pending gifts to get. Aha ! See ! I'm actually quite angmoh also. Got Christmas shopping to do.
Which brings me to remember, he asked me too if I would like to go back to church this X'mas, totally took me aback. Bit heartwarming too but more guilty than anything.
We are super backsliders. And to think I'm always asking God for stuff every night. Aeeeiii.
Oh well.
Still, it's one of the sweetest times of the year, what with the tra lalalalas going on everywhere. ((:
Merry Christmas one and all. (:
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