Another post.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
9:44 PM

First things first. The counter has been showing like up to 20 people on average who's been visiting my blog daily. Hehee. I know that's quite a pathetic sum but... I thought I could count the people who would visit my blog with one hand. So that makes like 5 people... I wonder where the other 15+ visitors are coming from. And these people never ever seems to leave a tag. Hmp. Never mind. Let's me go on.

Si Ying told me I havn't updated my blog in ages today. I really didn't feel like writing anything at all but still I decided to look in and post something.

I think I'll just write about all the stuff that's been on my mind lately... all that I've been thinking about. And I've been thinking ALOT.

I HAVE DECIDED !

That I shall love Poly. Haha...

Afterall, change IS supposed to be the only constant in life right?
Plus we only get to live it once. Our life I mean. So why whine about it.
I'm not saying that we should all be living our lives to the fullest. Lol.

That's just overrated la. Nobody actually looks to accomplish their life's goal everyday right. If we can just get 8 hours of sleep every school day then xie tian xie di le.

I'm just saying I decided to spend less time complaining. Hehee. Admit it ma... we really love to complain. No meh? I flashback for you...

( Aiya ! Today I only got 6 hours of sleep! )
( My school got no girls! )
( My school got no cute guys! ) <- Heheee. This proves that girls got higer expectations. Nvm. That's totally besides the point.

Anyway. I decided to do all the things that I've always put off doing ! From big things... to small things...

Small things like... I finally learnt how to wash my clothes with the washing machine ! Yay !

What's the big thing ar? Er. I havn't really got to doing yet... but ! I am well on my way !

Hai. So... I guess some things just don't turn out the way you want it. I've always spent so much time and effort fussing over the little details. But now I do realise... finally realised. That I should have just enjoyed these little things while it lasted. Instead of trying to perfect those little imperfections.

Still, what's done is done. I must learn to move on ! I mean I wouldn't want to be the only one still stuck there in the past what.

Hehee. Forgive my ranting because most readers won't even know what in the world is it I'm going on about.
Hai. How do I put it. I miss all that I adored before. But. I should know by now. Some things just can't be hurried. Or put right immediately.

So... like alot of people always say now. Just go with the flow. Lol.

You know got this term.
And I always ALWAYS felt that way about my positions.
That the grass is much greener on theother side.
But! I've already paid a visit. And. Hehee. I think somehow I missed it. Because. The grass is the same. If not worse then the ones before. Still, I'm already on this side !!!
So... I might as well make the best of it.

Arggh. Such a weird post. See? I am thinking too much and everything comes out confusing. Alot has happened lately and only one thing keeps running around in my mind !

I shall no longer impose my presence on people who do not appreciate it.

Bleh.

And to this certain person who knows clearly who you are. Haha. I have so much to say. But... the right words will never come.

Again, I won't obsess over it anymore...

I am my own person and I shall live my life the way i want it ! I may not be perfect but God made me and everyone knows he makes NO mistakes. Hehee. All of you should scream that line too. It actually helps.

Hai. It's hard to leave things behind but I shall try and i WILL suceed.
By tomorrow, only joyful memories will be retained in my head.
No longer will I pine for what has been bothering me before. Hehee.

Yay !

And I am a new person with these words.

A pleasant new person.

I was pleasant before and I am still pleasant now.

That hasn't changed. La la la.

Okay, I'm getting so long winded I'm irritating myself.

I am tired ! I have to complete two projects for two modules and I havn't finished all the work for my tutorials yet !



Cheers.

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